back and back again..

my laziness has conquer all... been too lazy to write on this blog.. but somehow i miss it.. so here goes..

i've had my 2 month holiday in Malaysia.. seen my boyfriend in dubai.. and got back here again in ukraine.. i still have about 9 month to go until i can officially be called 'medical officer'.. right now i don't really know what to feel.. but i know that a major responsibility is drawing nearer and nearer.. part of me wants time to slow down.. but my major half eager to take the resposibility.. though i know that i'm still not ready.. yet, time will not wait for me.. come on Syaima.. u can do it!!